Its Me!

Well what can I say on here? I dont have the most amazing life but I try to keep things as drama free as possible which seems for some reason to be pretty difficult. Its weird really as much as I hate drama, it seems to find me wherever I go. I go on a date with a new guy to get over the old one only to run into the old one on the date! I mean seriously in what normal world does this type of stuff happen to people? Im headed off to Mesquite for the weekend with my friends Melanie, Justin and Brennan. I hope it all goes well. I know how these sort of trips can go and I just hope nothing unplanned goes on. Two girls and two guys can tend to get a little interesting. Oh well. I am searching EVERYWHERE for a freaking job. It is literally impossible to find something where I live. It is so hard right now. Ive considered moving back home if I cant seem to find a job soon but I really dont want to have to resort to that. I do not want to leave Logan I love it here. Its weird watching all of my close friends get engaged and married. I feel way too young to be having this happen. I am so no where near ready to get married so its so weird feeling like my time is coming soon. I just want a fun relationship with someone to want and care for me and someone who wont hurt me. I know that sounds like marriage but Im not saying I want that relationship to last forever. Idk I get bored with guys a lot so Im so not ready for marriage haha. Idk what Im trying to say though. I think Im just rambling at this point haha Guess that should be all for now. Wish me luck this weekend!